i know how you feel.....
i know this xanga's dead or whatever
but idk how to change the subscription list thing yet for the other one
sooooo, for now i'll stick with this one.
ugh i'm sorrry that i have no way with words. if i did, i would have told you by now...
meanwhile, i hope your weekend is WAY better than today.
and don't get too weighed down by your problems...
you know what? change is good sometimes...
i'm here if you need to rant about something...
i'm just a phonecall awayyyyyyy

I'm here too! And...yeah? I agree with what Joanna said...idk what else to say. I hope that your weekend is fun, too!

DANIEL YOU ARE SUCH A COPYCAT!!!!! lol hahahaha...
anyways
i don't know why i wanted to be with you so badly when i was in my room writing that survey down for you.. heh. it made me realize how weird it would be if i never went out with you. i wouldn't have experienced all the joy you've brought in to my life~ i thank you for that and you know what else? i can't imagine... how annoying it must be, to have a gf who has such low self esteem. or how annoying it is to just ... idk. how you can put up with so many phonecalls so many mostly pointless letters and so much... jiddy! lol. idk what its like to be friends with well, me. i would kinda be annoyed.... with my obnoxiousness?
anyways. hahha. would you look at that. i came by just to say that.
i was thinking about you at 12 A.M. in hte morning.
how lovely.
ilysm ily ily ily xinfinity

Xinfinity? Shouldn't there be a space between x and infinity? I guess it doesn't matter, but xinfinity sounds like a real word. Cuz, Xin is the ancient Chinese god of the young. And so if it was Xinfinity, then it would be...him...living forever? I don't know. Wow, those last two sentences sound really dumb, and it's obvious that I made all that up. I need to work on that...

Bye xinfinity!

I'm sorry I wasn't there at lunch yesterday. I was busy trying to figure out how to borrow a library book, but I never did XD So now I have to go on Monday. This is for a paper that's due on Friday and it was announced like 2 months ago. Isn't that wondrous?

Anyway... I'm sorry your day sucked. I understand what you mean about high school. It gives you a lot of homework and a billion expectations, but it still is fun. You can't choose between them. I think this is the time around where people start changing quicker than you want them to. You understand how people and everything changes... But this is the time when everything and everyone starts changing quicker than they used to, you don't know how to cope with it. It's the same for me, and it's okay. You're not alone. It's hard to grasp onto something when it changes in an instant, and that's what's happening right now... You have Joanna, Daniel, and a lot of other people. I'm here, too, if you ever need to talk or anything. You have a lot of people to talk to, so don't worry. Spill your heart out to them, then you'll feel a ton better. That's what I do a lot now, and it helps. Find someone that will listen to every single thing that you say, and won't get angry or annoyed or anything. Maybe you can write down your thoughts and your anger into something, but don't hold all of it in...

I don't know if that made sense.

I hope that helped... ??

Bye bye!

Sush

wow sush actually wrote... sush not sayoko.
btw i called a million times.
actually more like three?
but yeah.
you didn't pick up
and now i don't remember at all what i was gonna say
and you know what? i guess it didn't matter b/c i don't remember. and if it were really important to me. or vital for you to know, i wouldn't have forgotten it would i?
or maybe my mind in some strange state where i don't know what i'm saying anymroe.
that's prlly it.
bleh i sound like some drunk professor.
i hope your weekend was way better then mine cuz my saturday was just only a little bit better than my friday. which sucked a whole lot. and my entire week just sucked.
although i have to say, the weather today was really wonderful. i loved it. a lot.
you know what else? this comment's really long so i'll stop here.
i won't be home sunday morning.and i'm not sure if i'll be home in the evenign either.
ily x infinity.
♥ joanna....

[and just for daniel, i put a space between the x and the infinity. so it doesn't look like xinfinity, cuz... i felt like it?? dayum i forgot what i was saying midsentence. great.]

Yay! Okay, so...yeah. I don't know what to say, I'm jsut bored, so I'm commenting. Blah. Um...idk. Oh! Remember in the Deal or No Deal game, I guessed what was in the cases two times in a row. Ha, that was kinda scary...yeah...that's it? Bye!